Heartburn, Increased Sensitivity In Face, Social Phobia. Brain Damage Due To Frustration?

Hi im a male 25 years old , My case is a little complicated as I think that my practice of masturbation and my psychological frustration has caused me some kind of nervous harm. i have many symptoms and events that make me believe i have some kind of a nervous problem first when i finished masturbation i feel some heartburn and a significant increase in sensitivity in the right side of my face especially when do my effort to get the orgasm Then, I realized the right side of my face become much more sensitive in the social situations especially when i meet a person who make me nervous and i feel a strong muscle strain arround my right eye. Besides of this i have a little social phobia and it s not a big problem because it s under controle but the real problem is i can t control my facial expressions for example when i still in the home alone i feel my face relax with a little bit of muscle strain in the right side of my face but when i go out and meet people i feel the muscle strain increase so high and always in the right side and i can see the people and even my freinds fear me because i look so angry in my face expression and they think im a bad guy. searching the cause of the inconscinous anger i remembered that Two years ago, I ordered a period of frustration and resentment and one night while I was asleep I felt something strange like a dream where I would strongly angry and misled repeat words quickly and hysterical and I felt like I d lose my mind and repeat the command again after around a year, but lessand of the time and I m wondering if it could be an explosion not aware of the pent-up anger and caused damage in the brain? help me please i m loosing my freinds because of this and even they girls run away from and i know because they are more sensitive to the facial expressions