Respected Dr. Sir,
I am 39 years old never sex with women (or) Men (or) any other living things only Masturbate male. But when I was age of 14 years something different in my body moments. In the summer leave, I was start the Masturbate till this second continued and now also daily 2 more times. 5 years before more than 5 times, 10 years before more than 8 times, 15 years before 10 more than 10 times and these are daily moments and yearly total un moments days were below 30 days. And my Mummy was fight with my bad father daily and they are always quarrels. When my age was 14 time I attacked my bad father because of daily quarrel with mother. After my mother was dead on my age of 27 years and that one day was I am also dead. Because I love my MUMMUY than my life(living). Mummy always crying some pains from Head, Legs, Hands, Neck, Shoulder, Eyes, Ears and Belly. I was daily prayed to GOD, kindly please cure to my Mummy. But no use and also I studied the Lord Humaauooin {Mogalaya (Muslim)} history. His Mummy also illness and he was prayed to God, kindly please God cure my Mummy by reload to me the disease. Same time his Mummy was cure and the Great Mummy Lord Humaauooin was dead. And same concept , I was also pray to the God from my age of 9. But no use and my (life) Mummy was dead. I never seen in the world like as my Mummy up to my death in this global.
But my filthy father is always sex mood man and he is demand to my mummy given money, given money and then he is going to money sex ladies. What is my problem is when my age of 8 my right side head is much more one side pain even no one could not chase the pain. But I am easily manageable because of country fruit father is bite me strongly and my body was balloon on that places. From that age the stomach pain, ear pain, neck pain, eye pain all are like my Mummy's disease. Day by day Mummy was cure and I more troubling in my body moments and I never stopped the praying to God. Also I learn Yoga, Pranav, Kung Fu, Sports, Books, Temples, Helps to others these much of. But I am day by day decrease the body and become thin and my height is 160cm, weight is 51 from 47kg. After my age of 15 to 18 some disease in my bottom the pimples around urinary area, anus area and my face. In my face was no more big wounds but my bottom were very bad smells with big wounds. I was fully shocked and crying with weeping and stopped the Masturbate but nothing use. Then I went one govt. Dr. and Sir told me, this is not serious and one paste given me and after one month it was fully cured. Then I was start the Masturbate and continued. After my age of 27 I become more pain in my anus but I don't care about that pain because of my Mummy death was strongly effected my mind and then I stopped the Masturbate One Full Year even single day also. But weekly once sleeping time the cum was outer with some bang dreams. The bottom pain was never stopped and the bad smells with some leakage from anus after the let in and before and walking time. I thought the women are periods and men also periods. I never asked to no one about these much to me. I am now also very sensitive and shy person. Then the blood is more out from anus. I don't know about that disease and I went medical shop, given the tablet zental and that tablet was previous day the same medical shop one women given to me. But never stopped the very bad smells. That smells is around me up to 2 meters. No one near to me except my family members. They are don't ask to me about that smells and I am also don't go to the work. Yes I am a No.1 CNC MACHINIST . My 1st Std. from DME, I am a first rank. After I went work in my age of 18 a major Auto components company then tool room cnc machinist still. In my age of 28 from 35 much more Drs. I met and took the all scans even MRI also. But no use and they given me tablets only. What is the symptoms to me, the motion don't come naturally and I insert my finger then clean the anus the motion are come with bad smells with like strong cum and the sleeping time the Asthma will come on morning 3 O'clock up to 8am. No one effected by me in the world and in between the strong night shift work also in Mnc company 8hrs and travel 4hrs. Then my age of 37 one female intelligent Medical Student found my disease that one is Heamerriods then the God Dr. and Team operation to me successfully. And the operation day's night, I am too more Asthma( vieazing ) and I was thought today is the last day to me in this Beauty Global. I asked the Sisters help me to the treatment to me and begging and crying. But they are not understanding because of one mental patient was previous day much more adamant and run away the hospital. All are think about me the same and I wake up from bed then walking slowly and my body is immediately boosted and the heart beat is become slightly fast from dead slow. After the morning I told to the Dr. and Team then they are shouted sister and given me the Asthma remedies and I become cure after 6hrs.
Then what means now also the same I am coming the let in like finger removal. What is the bad one is the Dr. is in my left side anus inside one muscles ball like Orange size scratched and mesh with stitched. But I discharged the 3rd day because of I am walked slowly and thoroughly with strongly. So I am so much happy after 11years and become feel rebirth and I asked to Dr. and Team, "You all are living long years with your family members also". The Dr. and Team also become friendly with me because of I am helping to theirs by move the medical trays, Patient care time and other official works. They are also feel to the discharge time because of the patient wounds bandage time I more help to them. But the Dr. and Team is very big mistake to me because of they never told me how the disease will come to me and effected. I am after discharge and sleeping that day night only good. The next day I am going to pain in my bottom like death and continuously up to 15 days I was dead about the pain. Each time after sleeping 4hrs the pain automatically start and I am going to death end. On that day I waken and cleaning the anus touch the outer stiches is broken and the anus is become like good fruit means open the anus and bleeding and the left side muscles ball was damaged and destroyed. On that day was I found some muscles were moved to some distance up to some years in side anus by some body. I am really shocked and shouted and crying, weeping, feeling but nothing to use. What is the problem means the silly country fruit father is used me by misbehavior from my child, boy hood and man hood by deep chloroform then he will bad and how can I found the master worlds worst criminal father's bad means I bought the Sony camera cell phone and on that then hidden nearest my bed after 10 days he was found and I through out house now he is in one old house even he is 80 years old. Now I am 39 and become older position like finger removal 2 bathroom and pain even up to 10 years, I took the food one time only per day and some weeks one time only per two days. only 100g the Karuna Khizanghu Chips only and the food is Mushroom masala in road side and that two foods, Chutney Kadalai only good to my body now.
Now what can I do Sir? All the disease are like my Mummy and my Mummy was how effected by father I am world end anger about him. But Mummy was souside attend and was dead. My sister also one time souside attend and saved by me with the God Drs. and Team. I will guesses they are also effected by him and disease effected is recommend to souside. I am strong Yoga, Pranayama man. Also some muscles like ball, strap on hands, chest, neck, belly, back shoulder areas. Don't misunderstanding me please to write my bad story and I show to social these much fathers also living here so take care every one and told to the prevent to disease and how it will come and how damaged and effected to the patients.
And also GOD PROMISE I AM NOT homer and I metal hard against this behaviors. I like women to marry and I am also become familiar and till I took daily two times Masturbate even I don't do Masturbate the cum will come from anus. Also I feel some thing some living thing is routing in my overall body that means travel. Kindly please given to me the scans, good treatment hospital. I will bending up to 1.75 years after the founds due to shy and more sensitive. I feel badly why my father is ugly. Thanking God Drs. and Team.
Bhy!