Hello there, I understand what you are going through, though you haven t given any information regarding why you started taking opioids for which there may be alternate methods to manage pain. As of now its important you need to consult a psychiatrist at the earliest and getting you off opioids will definitely require in hospital treatment. Until you consult your psychiatrist, to manage physical withdrawal symptoms you can take ( reducing the number of tablets) only to make sure you manage the withdrawal symptoms (physical and psychological).