HI
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I really appreciate your concern, I had gone through the history given here and Love to helps you, what ever the symptoms you have could be due to psychological condition, and you can come out of this, and I would like to advise you to try it without the medicine or
counselling, like try to be positive, be confident, and fort that try some exercise, control your thought, talk to the person with full confident, just be patience, take some time before you speak something with full confident, no matter whether you are right or wrong but confident is matters.
If you do have the pile then it may not be due to
stress, but it could be due to less water intake and less amount fiber diet taken, so I would like advise you drink more water, and have more fiber diet, but is better to confirm the condition, because
hemorrhoid needs a surgery.
hope this information helps.