I am a 40 year old female. i had my first seizure at the age of 12 which was deducted to be a small calcination on the left side of the skull.at that time i was put on a dosage of dilantin capsules.after a few years of medication i was recomended to stop the medicine as never had any other seizure at all.after i delievered my son at the age of 24,just within a month of that i had a seizure once again [head going towards left side,lossing consiousness,colapsing and vomiting very badly ,i revived after a few hours of sleep.after that i was put on tegrotol tablet.which i continued regularly..but on my sons 4th birthday i collapsed again .i continued with the same medicine and once while travelling i collapsed in the aircraft while going on a vaccation..after returning i was put on zeptol cr 200 twice daily and frisium as an sos[which actually was never required]after a few years i had a seizure once again and was put on zeptol cr 300 twice daily.just two months back i had a seizure once again even after being regularly on the recomended dosage.apart from that just two days back i felt nervousness ,heart beat going very fast and a twitch in my eye as if seizure was about to come,i started sweating profusely i popped on a frisium 10 and lay down on the bed after a few minutes started feeling better but the very next day the same thing happened in the afternoon although i had taken zeptol400 in the morning as advised by the doctor,i popped one more frisium 10 .now in this situation i am very scsred to go out alone as i feel that the seizure would come at any time even after taking the medication..please suggest me how to handle the situation........P.S.i am on thyronom 75 mg [every morning]for my thyroid .my t3 is2.69,t4 is0.82 and tsh is3.15 on my last thyroid prfile test in the month of may.my haemoglobin count is 13 for which i take ferium xt on alternate days.