I m in such pain, neck stiff, knots large, shoulders, shoulder blades knots behind them, all the way down large tube like mussel middle back right side above hips so tender, both his and butt, down legs foot crops that bend toes arches hur terrible, and no one understands I look ver healthy, and I am strong through it with only over the counter meds sometimes, feel like almost crying most times and try and laugh and keep humor but it seems to be getting worse, and I feel lost and lonley, is there help for me